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discipline
Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Yoou had me, once you kissed me.
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you with me
I'll play Bobby and you’ll play Whitney
If you smoke, I'll smoke too
That’s how much I'm in love with you
Crazy is what crazy do
Crazy in love, I'm a crazy fool





Sales days was okaaaay.
Life is treating me good.
I'm having less and less time to blog.
My results have improved some bit, heeeehaw.
But i failed physics.
Yes, i'm in love.
Lately mood swings are getting the hell side out of me.
I need cash.
I need cash badly.
Sports day coming.
Im not planning on running.
Or maybe just the hurdles.
I'm broke.
I'm broke.
I'm broke.
Shit i still owe gab a tenner.
And dad thirty.
Report cards due on July fourth.
I'm outta credit.
I'm skipping school tomorrow.
YESYES my chinese is getting better. HAHA.
Like i said, mood swings are part of my daily routines.
And mostly depending on one person.
Yes it's the same person.
Okay, shit, love is awesome.
Friends are even more shitty awesomeee.
I love my friends.
I love my friends.
I love my friends.
ChingCheng rocks.
Suddenly realises that sensitive shy boys are all that.
I need cash.
Shit i really need cash.
I'm trusting his brothers more and more by the minute.
And i feel my friends trusting me less and less by the second.
It's no use asking why.
They will just deny.
Maybe it's just me over reacting.
But i'm ready to call the bets.
I can't read tun's blog.
Which is pretty much shitty :(
Tun please change your layout ~_~
My layout margin is running on IE browser, but it looks hell messed up on Firefox.
Like i said, support IE.
Suddenly aware that Kuching High alot of youngbiii-.
THOU SHALL NOT SWEAR.
I am trying my best to stop swearing.
I am still 90% lazy to reply all your messages.
I have lotsa shit and pictures to blah about;
but i cant remember shit.
and my pictures are in the pendrive, on my table.
My table is outside.
in the dark.
Me no likey.
Me go sleep.


my life would suck without you .
Sunday, June 21, 2009

the world is just aweeeeeeeeeeesome!


bloodyy red hot.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

tomorrow edu fair. supposed to be asleep and suprisesuprise im updating again haha. just a shortt one ^^~

hm. bought new specs !


No my old ones are fine. Still same degree. But i've been wanting a black plastic frame one. Then went to Supreme Optical at the old parkson they this evening. Then their frames there got promotion, one for 30 bucks +/- mar. Then saw the this. Although it doesnt suit me that well, the frame is nice lool. So d'ooh i bought it. And i look noob. hahahaahaa.

Lazy to edit the light and contrast level of the pics. Let it be lah, original best. =,=


and i love these two pics. not perfect butt.



Oh and i got a new dried sister. hahahaaha. Introducing..



-flies to africa and changes name to Kimby-




sick but gay.
Monday, June 15, 2009

i am sick.

i feel like throwing up.

I need care.

But still i'm haaaaappy !
Guess whyy ?

because..

THE WORLD IS AWESOME !

and i failed my amaths. again. but who cares ?

CAUSE IM HAPPY AT THE MOMENT WHEEEE.

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the world is just awesome.


12.56am

holidaaaays are oveeeerr!!!!!!

Have to wake in 4 hours for school and here i am. I always have great timing lol. -smacks forehead-




loving this colour. so dont wanna remove it. left pinky fingers both still got havent removed. wonder how long ill last before teachers nag me out ? I BET 3 DAYS, ANY TAKERS? :D

Today went to kgs with lian, steph, xuan, belle and mayghan. after eating went to sit around for awhile then play badminton. Steph and xuan ran off to steam bath first , then lian go do homework -,- So in the end me and belle played badminton. Belle lazy bum didnt want to pick the shuttlecocks so i was the one running around like mad and producing a bucket of sweat in the end. pics all with belle larh.


AND we disturbed xuan while she was bathing lool. she was the last one that havent bath finish yet. So i started pushing at her door (no locks door.) the door was half see through lagi, then i go get water and wet the outside, the glass was 30% see through lol ! Then they all started to come and push at the door. Then i went to the next cubicle and started flinging water over loll. And belle started flinging bath gel, but all end up fling too high stick to the wall -___-

But still ! We got a few steamy pictures of her. hahahaahaa. -COMING SOON.-

Then last night went to Chef At Home for dinner after mass :) at HuiSing there. hmph. I think the chair was nice. lol. Aiya dint take photo. Buttt, I DRANK MICHAEL JACKSON =O


Lol. -___-

Seriously It's called Michael Jackson, because of the colour i guess. It's half cup white half black lool. It's milk + Chocolate + SPRITE. Mayghan ordered one too. And she and belle both thought it was disgusting, but i think it's nice. sorta. lol. -_-



And i ate Panfried Garlic Butter Fish. Sorta nice. And reasonable price. hmm ;)

ANNDANDANDAND! MEEE LOVEE THE BOILLEED POTATO YOOOOO ! so nicee uggghh.

Anyways, this months 17 mag bought in Sibu popular and i forgotten i actually bought it -_-

Then found just now. And the mag felt lumpy. yep. lumpy.
And i opened it. Guess what?



Suprise... -_-
AM OFF TO SCHOOL BED !
1.56am
GOODNIGHT PEEPS!


mistakes.
Friday, June 12, 2009

right now i fucking wish i could filter my friends. enter, backspace and delete. when i need someone to understand, i get a kick instead, so hooray i think im better off alone.

and i bloody hate the word love. who are we kidding, whats there to understand?

and god are boys naive. im not emo now im friggin dangerous, come near me ill poke your heart out with my pencil. and im not taking calls so dont even bother.

why am i so f up? cause im mindfucked, ha. ha.

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5am.
Thursday, June 11, 2009

It's 5am and im smiling at pictures of him.
lol wtf is wrong with me.
30th May 11.47pm
I couldve been there.
and that chao desmond ong!
emo with me till fall asleep!
diao laa you.

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trying.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

why does it seem like the people who truly understands how i feel and is concern are guy friends of his.

i am feeling so bloody emo.

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my story.

And we would hold hands, smirking to ourselves; breaking touch each time the kid turnt around.

People never truly tire of playing games and dressing up, no matter how many years passes. Our lies now are just more sophisticated; our words to deceive, more eloquent.


romeo romeo.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009

i chatted with kuan and siew (unintentionally, was next to him) today and he was suprisingly very understanding ! and he told me a chance would be nice. i wonder what they all are really thinking about..

and seems like love is in the air again.. but not for me.

i think my romeo is dead.

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time capsules.
Monday, June 8, 2009

firstly , praise the lord for he answered my prayers ! woooh~

things are changing. every thing seems to fall into places, like a puzzle almost completed. Sometimes you just have to look past regrets and move on.

back from camp and exhausted! slept from 5pm to 12. and now im going to again lol.

bless yooh all and praise the lord !


dedicAtion & dominAtion.
Friday, June 5, 2009

i feel like dancing and spinning in circles !

thank you for you; i am content because of you !














































and no sillies, im not in looove. tskkk.


butterflies.

back from sibu peepo! ;) kuching mustve miss me mucho !

firstly, camp is tmr and that means no internet! AND my charger broke down. means no phone and no pics :(

butbut! happened to be smsing with him and kuan just now (sleepover) after kuan dozed off we started chatting about things we should have forgotten. cmon its been 3 months already! and he told me those words i was longing to hear long ago. the truth. i wasnt hurt or sad or whatsoever, but the truth really clears up alot of things. (and boy am i glad!) and he rang me up, which of course caught me by suprise.

and then those butterflies returned. the ones ive learnt to hide away with my feelings. and my mind was so blank the smartest answers i came up with were 'ha' and 'mm' .

so we're back to base 1, just a little more than just friends. i kinda wish he wouldnt treat me so well. oh wait maybe not. stupid butterflies. im heels over heels, nowhere near my head yet, but im getting there yet again. stupid, stupid butterflies.

oh god i love butterflies.


tummy.
Thursday, June 4, 2009

just finished a 3pm dinner lol.

and we're hitting the road in ten minutes .

back i come kuchingggggg !


beats.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009

am currently emoing. singing break up songs on the top of my lungs lol. i must be hell-broke-lose noisy.

LOL belle just plugged her mp3 to shut me up. hahahahahahahah.

dont mooove on~~
-goes back to singscreaming-


from the little square box.

HEEELLLLLOOOOO WORRRRRLLDD ! :DDDD

I'm being deprived of sleep and my hair isnt staying the way its supposed to be these few days :(

but anyways, so far bought a few things here and there.. but best is still my new cap. SUI MAN. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it.


Ran into Chui Ting at wisma sanyan yesterday. I ran up to her and wave HIIIIII. and she terkejut. hahahaahaa.

and sibu food, is like always, wonderfully delicious.



sibu abc. haha.



kompia sibu style.


mexican tortilla dog-wrap. cousin's dog. :P

got dinner function again tonight .



old gossip.
Monday, June 1, 2009

when you put my mum and my aunt together, they gossip. your height, your boyfriend, your style, the way you arrange your hair. imagine 5 of my aunts together. talk non stop walau. even daddy also cham them gossipgossip.

this morn went shopping. sibu cosmetics darn cheap! then went to church. then met up with relatives at mcd. ate mcflurry yummm.

and apparently sibu ppl like to wake early and their dogs wont shut the hell up. HERE THEY GO AGAIN.

WHAT THE F IS WRONG WITH DOGS ?!


yourPRINCESS



Name: Kimberly.
Age: 16 and slightly nuts.
Live: Island Emse.
Breathes: Carbon dioxide.

I'm not insane, I just don't think the same way as you.

I love you, too. These violent delights have violent ends. And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which, as they kiss, consume.
Romeo and Juliet, Act II, Scene VI



you're just my brand of heroine


murmured words


belong together

Anissa FATEDFRIENDS
Jellispie WOOTS
hanLUN theGREATEST
Desmond theTUNTOBE
JunMIN theCUTE
Bibiyan theMEINV
HuiYING qiao
Xuan theOTHER?
Veron LENGLUI
Leslay PINKoctopus
Leonard noobLALAT
angie 4s2RUNAWAY
stepy crazyPINK?
SMSyo


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