rare appearance.
haha finally got hold of some port and time to post woot.
Firstly,
i would like to state that i hate copycats.
I H.A.T.E. copycats.
Copycats should die.
die should copycats be.
copycats rot.
rot should copycats.
aiya point made.
and i am happy.
how rare is that.
happy as in like.
happy.
you know.
the rainbow is up sun shining on a cloudy day gay-happy.
happy.
well isnt that good news.
but i was wondering.
on how much love worth and costs.
how much love of his is mine compared to what he gave to the last girl ?
you know that girl's making me go crazy.
she seems so wonderperfectprettyawesomeful that i cant help it but to be selfconcious.
and mind you i am seldom selfconcious.
well anyways.
i KNOW she's pretty please stop rubbing that fact in my face.
i get it.
pretty.
pretty.
dollish.
pretty.
so shut up i already know.
and of course i know im not even halfway there.
but thanks for consoling.
i know we're all beautiful in our own single way.
stop telling me she's nothing compared to me.
cause truth is we ALL KNOW that i am NOTHING compared to HER.
so shut up we all know.
anyways i hate talking about exes.
but guess what.
was at tangchen after school today with ad and 'em gang.
and he went off with fu ik to somewhere where i dont know (and not supposed to know. =,=)
then left me, leow, syl and cc.
then we started lecturing cc on this girl.
well you see the three of us are all against him and this girl.
you know as a friend.
well not against.
but discouraging.
yeah. discouraging.
so yeah we were talking and i was busy slurping my yummy cantonese mee.
and his brother showed up like he said to pass his phone.
then his phone was there.
there on the table.
right there across me.
it was very very tempting and i tried not to snoop.
you know i seriously tried.
but temptation got the better of me.
and i snooped.
lol shit i know.
anyways a quick run through his inbox.
and i found her name.
you know just her first name.
but it was enough for me to make my stomach go all uneasy.
i never opened those messages.
but still i.............................................
ok i admit.
i took her number.
shit now i have her number.
it's in my phone....................................................
and god it's tempting to find out if it really is....................................
oh goodness what am i doing.
i feel guilty already but i cant get myself to delete her number.
someone please tell me im wrong.
moving off the topic of snooping and exes.
hm friends.
friends. hm.
well im getting my groove back.
just joking.
we're better off lately but i still get the "stop talking and smile here she comes"
and it still pisses me off a lot.
you know when you find me in this stupid mood where i go off everywhere alone and dont ask or tell before i do.
yeah thats because im pissed.
pissed because you didnt ask me.
pissed because you left without me.
pissed because you left me out.
pissed because
shit i blame teenage hormones.
teenage hormones.
anyways the weather's pretty shitty lately.
and i blame indonesia.
hahaah joking.
seems like the haze's coming back from open burning ?
bushfire's going on like crazy.
i sweat like a cow.
and i dont sweat that easily.
and you know im getting paranoid about sweat stains.
dis. gus. ting.
then my redfriend who abandoned me for two months came back.
and now im being a saint treating it well and staying away from cold drinks.
which is killing me when i see someone running around with cola.
god the weather so damn hot.
and haze's making everyone fall sick.
then almost a third of the student body started to wear masks.
but i think it's stupid that some of them think of it as a TREND.
a freaking trend.
and i get so irritated by people doodling on their masks.
god masks are supposed to filter the dirt from the air so you can have better breathable air.
and you are doodling on it.
the bacteria sticks to the masks.
the pen toxic stays on the masks.
please dont be idiots.
but anyways yeah im wearing a mask in class.
i dont feel like wearing it out of class because then people cant seee my preetty faace.
just joking.
i just dont want to be seen with them people who wear it for fun.
it just makes me feel like an idiot.
im so fucking sensitive.
teenage hormones.
h1n1's making me paranoid.
have you washed your hands before eating?
after coming home?
after tying your shoelaces?
after visiting the washroom?
before bed?
I NEED VACCINE I DONT WANT H1N1 PLEASSSEEEEEEE.
We're going to kl and sg the end of this month.
i scare of sg le.
very very scare.
I NEED VACCINEEEEE PLEAAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i want a infared thermometer.
by this rate im going if i get my hands on one i bet i will take my temperature every single hour.
yes that's how paranoid i am now.
oh yeah any chinese pro out there who can tell me how to say PARANOID and EGO in chinese?
anyways syl's early birthday party tomorrow.
and adadadadadadad will be there. TEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEE.
and so will the king of asses.
but why oh why do punasses have to be so. damn. hot.
what the hell.
well basically to sum up my very very very long post.
long said short.
the world as we know it.
is coming to an end.
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