back from sibu peepo! ;) kuching mustve miss me mucho !

firstly, camp is tmr and that means no internet! AND my charger broke down. means no phone and no pics :(

butbut! happened to be smsing with him and kuan just now (sleepover) after kuan dozed off we started chatting about things we should have forgotten. cmon its been 3 months already! and he told me those words i was longing to hear long ago. the truth. i wasnt hurt or sad or whatsoever, but the truth really clears up alot of things. (and boy am i glad!) and he rang me up, which of course caught me by suprise.

and then those butterflies returned. the ones ive learnt to hide away with my feelings. and my mind was so blank the smartest answers i came up with were 'ha' and 'mm' .

so we're back to base 1, just a little more than just friends. i kinda wish he wouldnt treat me so well. oh wait maybe not. stupid butterflies. im heels over heels, nowhere near my head yet, but im getting there yet again. stupid, stupid butterflies.

oh god i love butterflies.