of a girl i used to know.
well it seems that she dropped out of school at 15, is staying with her boyfriend now.
and what was tripped me was that they were only together less than 4 months ago.
What's happening to our generation?
Maybe the world has change for real?
Maybe i'm the only one stuck in this time warp?
I wondered if we were still friends, would she end up this way?
Or might she have been something better, something more promising?
OR would i end up that way?
we're all too caught up with ourselves to notice whats happening around us.
nothing is ever enough.
we are never pleased.
we aren't always happy because we do not know what happiness is.
happiness is treasuring what we have, hoping for what we do not have and forgetting what we lost.
problem is, our human ways stop ourselves from doing so.
I do not know how to cherish, how to treasure, not till it's gone.
I hope not, but demand too much.
I struggle and cry at my loss, losing hope and killing my own happiness :'(
Can i change the world?
When can i change the world?
when can i change someone?
But still, who am i to judge, everyone lives their own lives.
and here i am, being a melodramatic, emotional, block of wood.
so much for trying to change the world ;(
